Busy.

After spending a week of writing essays, sleeping or eating only little, I'm still not over the work load. One difficult essay left and instead of putting any effort into doing it, I'm drinking beer and looking at stuff on YouTube.

When I do however get all this done, I can get back to reading my books as my exams will start soon.

Bleh.

Why do I always have loads to do when all I want is to disappear into my own world for a week or two?

I did smile a bit the other day

Insomnia medication

This is what I was trying last night.

"On the palate this is very successfully pitched, with some elegance and raciness and plenty of tangy freshness. The fruit is succulent and ripe without being too obvious and sweet, and it is a wine that keeps you coming back for another sip."

And, it made me sleep more than four hours!!!

News and what not

I booked my flights to Finland. I shall be arriving on 22nd and leaving on the 29th of December. If anyone over there wants to meet up, e-mail or ring me.

In other news, nothing. I've literally been sitting here trying to write essays for the last 5 days. I've two more to go and a group project which I'll hopefully get done this weekend. How pathetic. I need some entertainment soon.

Talking to a friend the other night, the topic of Christmas inevitably came up. As said I'll be doing the family Christmas again which I hate. Don't get me wrong, I don't dislike my family but the minute it's Christmas Eve my mother turns into a lunatic and that lasts up until after New Year's Eve. She loves Christmas and always wants to spend it in the most traditional way ever, where as all I want to do it eat nice food (not Christmas food!, have a couple of drinks and relax. But as it is, I usually end up escaping to one of the many parties held on Christmas Eve by people equally annoyed with the whole thing.

One year I'll just get all my friends together and have that for the whole of Christmas.

Until then I'll have to try and enjoy the usual celebrations. If it wasn't for my mother, I would have probably stayed at home on my own this year. Nothing beats a night when the house is empty and you can lazy around in your pyjamas all day. Maybe next year ;)

I love these lyrics

Last night it was so good
I felt like crying, I felt crying
Last night though you looked so cold
I felt like smiling, smiling while I'm dying

Last night looked so good
Felt like crying, felt like crying
Last night though you looked so old
I felt like smiling, smiling while I'm dying

You left me cold, you left me cold
You left me cold, you left me cold
Needles in my eyes won't cripple me tonight alright
Twisting up my mind please pull me through the light alright

Needles in my eyes won't cripple me tonight alright
Twisting up my mind please pull me through the light alright
Last night I dropped my heart and
I never wanna see it again
Getting tighter with you all the time
I think I'm gonna my buckle my spine

I crept in and I stole your mind
I think I'm having trouble with mine
Crept in and I stole your mind
I think I'm having trouble with mine

You left me cold, you left me cold
You left me cold, you left me cold
Needles in my eyes won't cripple me tonight alright
Twisting up my mind please pull me through the light alright
Needles in my eyes won't cripple me tonight alright
Twisting up my mind please pull me through the light alright

The Beta Band - Needles In My Eyes

This one's gone bruise

I guess I'm not a complete robot yet.

Upsetting news from a friend, nothing I can say or do.

Remembering my own shit.

Fuck.

Bad day

Woke up at 11 am feeling like someone had rubbed sand paper against my tongue.
Somehow managed to fuck up my shoulder while lifting stuff.
Spend two hours looking for something which I in the end didn't find.
Managed to half-burn my dinner.
Instead of doing any college stuff I played stupid games on the Internet all day.
Got into an argument with a friend over something stupid.
And now I can't sleep.

How to get rid of the unwanted

This is crazy shit

A Softer World

I could spend a whole day looking at these

Just a quick update

Yeah, so as some of you have not heard of me in a while, here's a quick update.

I'm still in Ireland and for the moment living in the dear old Wicklow. Relocation will happen soon though and I'll return to my roots as a sub-urban girl. This will hopefully allow me to cut down my travelling time to UCD where I'm hopelessly trying to get some sort of a piece of paper to prove I'm somehow academically adequate.

Relationship-wise a lot has happened. I'm not gonna feed your hunger for gossip and will brutally skip the details.

Apart from that there isn't really that much to tell. Hopefully there will be something fun and exciting happening soon.

The new and improved M

After blogging here and there I'm making a comeback to Blogger. Here it was where I first started, many many moons ago.

The reason for this yet again new blog is purely to get a fresh start. Sometimes you just need to move on. It's like when you go back and read all your old diaries and they just seem so far off from where you are now and it'd feel ridiculous to try and write in that same book that served you years ago.

Also I'm attempting to melt two blogs into one. A couple of years ago I was writing a Finnish blog and even though this one will mainly be in English, it'll at least give some sort of venue for those who used to read the Finnish one.

Without further due, welcome to another exciting fun adventure, enjoy the ride